It's Tuesday.

So, I am alone now. And this will continue until Saturday. I told you already about the trip of my BF. Anyway, can't change it. It is my day off for the week, but I am not in the mood to do anything really. I have to send today the Christmas greeting cards to my friends. Like always, I've prepared something special for them. And the Christmas parcel for my family is on the way too. Strange, but I've lost this holiday-feeling from last week. Probably that's coming from the situation I am at the moment - alone, too much work and etc. At least, I have this place to complain without break! :D

xoxo, BearTalks

I made it!

I made it through this heavy week, and I am happy about it. Not that next week wouldn't be as heavy as this one, but at least some responsibilities will be at their softer version. Only bad thing is that my BF will go on a business trip from Tuesday to Saturday and thinking about this makes me already miss him so much, even he is sitting next to me. :(
My shift at the club didn't go very well, because they put me on the worst position possible. I was very positive tho, and I was acting cool. Will see what is coming next time. Today, I'm mostly doing NOTHING, because I am so lazy. I'm chatting with a guy from around, but looks like nothing will happen. We are not sure if we're really in the mood to invite him for a play, but being honest - I am kinda horny. Let's see...

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That was a really shitty day. I'm glad it's over.

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Looks like I'm slowly slowly becoming sick. I caught a cold. It is not very welcome at the moment, because the next days will be kinda hard. I have to work a lot, but that's not all. I'll probably start a new job. Actually, I have two offers, which are not bad. The options are simple: leaving my recent job and catching the other two, or just staying and taking only one of the others. Depends on the conditions of work they will offer me. There is one I like to have for sure, and Saturday is already my first shift. It is sort of a dream job for me - working in one of the best clubs for electronic music around. So, in any case I need to stay in a good shape. Wish me luck, please!
 
P.S. I've recently discovered this nice French singer and songwriter Indila. You should check her stuff - the songs are very lyric. Even the French singing doesn't bother me at all! :D

Bear Pride 2014

We sure had some fun at the Bear Pride. Well, it was not just "some", it was a great weekend. And a long one, too. Monday, I was off from work. Today, it is time to go back to reality, but I feel like I can't. And yes, part of that feeling is coming from the (finally) going all over me Christmas mood. I don't know why, but after 1st of December, thinking about the Holidays, is a constant thing in my brain. Let me tell you about the weekend tho. First of all - the city was full of bears from all ages and shapes! :) It was kinda crazy, cause this was also the first Christmas-shopping weekend. Me & my BF started the day with running around some stores, checking, buying. It was very nice. We had a great time. The whole afternoon was full of positive vibes and emotions.
The evening we had to go first to the "meeting point" of all bears, which wasn't that nice as expected. It was just too crowded and very cold. But who cares, when there are so many hot guys around you! :P At least the party started early. The location was more than great, the music was fine. We met many people we know. We were dancing all night long. You know this feeling - dancing in the middle of a hundreds of half-naked hairy bearded guys. Just a perfect evening!
Sunday was for chilling. There was a special bear-event in one of the saunas. Do I have to explain what happened there? I guess you can imagine...
Being honest, this weekend was really exhausting for us, but worth it every minute!

What happened and what didn't happen.

I've kinda skipped one week, but that's only because nothing remarkable has happened. Or at least - nothing, that I wanted to write about. Also, I was pretty lazy. Anyway. The weekend supposed to be exciting, but it wasn't. On Friday, we were at the opening of a new club, but that was kinda disappointing. I am not sure if we will visit it that often as we thought. Saturday offered us another disappointment - one of our recent favorite places was empty like never before! I mean - like really REALLY empty. It was even funny, but weird too. I assume that people are saving their cash for next weekend (Bear Pride 2014). We will be there too. I am already excited about it.
I will tell you more about it later, because I am dead tired right now. I had the (very) early shift at work, you know how it is...

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Nothing happened. The guy was nice, but there was no chemistry between us. Actually, he was really disappointed afterwards. We will see, who knows - maybe later we will give him another chance, but I would say - this time on a glass of wine and better place. Somewhere more cosy. Later, we drove very spontaneous to one of the places we're visiting lately. Not often, but sometimes. It is a beer bar with cruising area, but not nasty or something. It was quite empty and most of the guys were creepy and not very attractive. It was really funny how they were all trying to impress us. There was one interesting guy tho. And he was aching to be fucked! So we did it. We fucked the hell out of him! He was very well prepared and we were just fucking him harder and harder - first me, then my BF. Then it was my turn again. Several times, several positions. It was insane. Not to mention, what a wonderful cocksucker he was! We sure had some wild fun with this guy. So, I would say - the evening wasn't totally wasted, what do you think? :)

Ups & Downs

What a day! I am home earlier as I should be, but I am not very happy about this fact! I really like my job and my colleagues, but the management of the company sucks hard! Anyway, I have another reason to be happy today - let me explain: I got a small job in a photoshoot for an advertisement and the photos are already on the internet, yay! It is nothing special, but it makes me feel good! :)
Later, we (me & my BF) are going to meet a guy for coffee and small talk. It is kinda weird, because we chatted a little bit with him and he happened to be very strange and different from us, but that makes him also quite interesting. We are already curious about him. It is not clear what will this lead to, but it is possible to end in bed. In any case, I will let you know what happened. ;)

Coffee, cake and more.

Weekend is over! I had Monday free from work, but kinda wasted my time doing nothing. I was even disappointed and angry about myself, because my plan was to do some stuff and not just sitting, but this won't turn the time back.
I had the late shift on Friday & Saturday, so the most interesting part of my weekend was on Sunday. We had a date with another couple for coffee and cake. They actually invited us at their place instead of going to a coffeehouse or something. It was not very clear what is going to happen, so I was kinda excited and nervous. My BF - not that much, I would say - not at all. Anyway, so we went there and the guys happened to be really friendly and also - very cute! The cake we brought was terrible, but no one could have expected this, because it looked so good. Well, there was something positive about that, too. It helped to break the ice with some good laughs. After a small talk, it was already obvious that the things are running in direction knowing each other a little bit closer... We moved to the bedroom... and the rest you can imagine.
I will not give you the details, except that we decided to meet again. Maybe I'll tell you then. ;)

xoxo, BearTalks

My new passion.

I have a new passion! It is related to music. Actually, it is not that new, but it's in different direction. Let me say it like that: this is just a part of my entire passion for music (as a hobby) and, finally, I've started to make it happen. It is not easy tho. Not to mention all the problems that I had on a software-level. Well, I am not a computer nerd, but I've kinda sorted it (somehow). Now it's coming the hardest part from all - learning how to use it. And as for the lazy person that I am - learning new stuff is really annoying. :D But you know what the say: no pain, no gain! :)

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What a surprise! Outside, the sun is shining! Also, today I'm off from work. I hope this day will not turn into another rainy disappointment. Weather broadcast says "No", I say: wish me luck! :)

Guess who's back.

OMG, I can't believe how long I haven't wrote here, but I feel like it's time to come back! Actually, I've been thinking about it many times, but (every time) for some reason it didn't really happen. I don't know where to start tho. So many things has changed with my life! I will not start with it now. You will read about it with the time. Well, one thing is for sure - I am still together with my absolutely lovely BF! :)
I'm actually living in a different city now. You know what - it is not snowing that much here, ha-ha (some of you will know what I mean)! ;)
That's quite enough for now. I just wanted to remind you about my existence, but - be sure, there is more to come!

xoxo, BearTalks

"Thursday, I don't care about you."

I really wish I had something to say, but I don't. More and more pages left empty on my book, but life is now so boring! Except on the weekends, nothing really happens. I'm always promising myself that I will start writing more often, but the time didn't has come...
Today, my day started strange. I opened my e-mails and first I see is an e-mail from a place that I'm waiting for a reply for a very long time. I got excited, but then I realized that it's not what I was waiting for. So, my mood went to zero already with my first coffee. And I think there wasn't anything else more interesting happening the whole day.
In the evening, we had some sex, not too much tho, and this is it!
I am only happy that it's ALMOST weekend, which means that something cool could happen! Wish me luck! ;)

xoxo, BearTalks

It was just perfect!

What a "classic" Tuesday - full of bad mood and depression. But I guess that's just because I had such a great time in the weekend! And now - back to the reality... You know, I had this long weekend. It started on Thursday and it ended on Monday. It was awesome! We had a great time, my BF's birthday was very nice and he was really happy about it! We drunk a lot one night, again my favorite (Long Island)... I can tell you a lot, but I'd like to save the memory in my head and not starting to describe hour by hour. Sometimes, it is just enough to say how good time you had and that's it, isn't it?

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Today is the day! Later in the afternoon, we're driving to B. for a long weekend. We will stay until Monday! As I told you before, it is my BF's birthday weekend and I can't think about anything else! We're going to have some fu-u-un! :)

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Happy Wednesday! This week, time is flying by so fast! Yesterday, I couldn't fulfill my schedule, but today I will! We are going to B. for a long weekend and I have a lot of little things to do and prepare. It is the birthday weekend of my BF. I cannot wait! :)

Naked in nature

Damn, I couldn't sleep! I haven't woken up so early without reason for months! Last night, I shouldn't eat that much. We had a BBQ at home and it was a lot of meat! Later, our lovely neighbor gave us home-made cake. While watching TV, I had a beer... Yeah, that was too much! So, let me tell you about the weekend - my plan was to do that yesterday evening, but I couldn't.
Saturday, we have decided to go to a lake for catching some sun. A new place, where we haven't been before, and for nudists only! As you can imagine, we had great expectations for the place. Well, it sucked! Nothing like we were hoping. There were very less people and very less good places to stay. But we were like: "OK, let's just stay for a while", and we did. It was fun! We became naughty and since there was no one around, we made some stuff. Like blowjobs and touching and so on. Actually, one time, a young straight couple saw us, but they didn't mind. I felt so embarrassed! By the end, we were horny like hell and we were already looking for a hidden place to fuck, but we didn't find anything.
Sunday, we had the same plan - just going to a different place. Well, here the disappointment was really huge. They said - there are gay areas and such things, but the truth is - straight people were overtaking every possible place with their children, dogs and stuff like that! There was no chance for naughtiness. How poor! Later, we've checked another area around - I forced him to do that, because I wanted him to fuck me! Sex in bed you can always have, but it's always fun to do it in an unusual place! :) We couldn't fuck, but we've made again some very nice blowjobs. It was a good experience.
That's most of it! I am really happy about the weekend we had! Let's see what's coming next...

Birthdays, birthdays...

Last days, I'm always talking about my BF's birthday, but there is someone else very special to me, who was born before him! I just had a lovely conversation with that special person! Once again, Happy Birthday! May the brightest wishes on your day shine every path of yours in good and bad times.

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I've already bought the present for my BF's birthday long time ago, but last week I saw a very nice idea about something more I can do for him. This is something coming more from the heart and it's also very creative! So, today I bought everything I need and I can't wait to prepare it and give it to him! :)
In the afternoon, we had a little argue (not really), but after we got back from the gym, it was a time to put things back in order between us. What else could I do except seducing him? Also, this is a good start of the weekend, don't you think?

A lovely afternoon - summer edition!

Wow, what a nice afternoon we had! With walking under the sun, shopping & just hanging around the city center. I got two linen blazers and one pair of pants. I told you already - my BF's birthday is coming and I gotta look awesome for it. But the more boring kind of awesome. :)
Do I have to mention that we had a drink at this awesome rooftop place? I guess not - you already know that! :) We usually do it after such a day!
Later at home, we had another beer, but this time something special. We finally tested the new Summer Holunder edition and it's not bad. Very fruity, it tastes more like juice, but I like it!
And that's most of it, now I need a good sleep!

xoxo, BearTalks